I was surprised by how sadly it ended, but in hindsight, that was inevitable.
If you'll forgive me for going somewhat off-topic I'm going to wax nostalgic about DS9 overall.
I never watched DS9 growing up - I was raised a Trekkie but my Mom didn't like Voyager (understandable), Enterprise (even more understandable), or DS9 (baffling), so I only ever watched TOS and TNG unless I was with my cousins, who preferred Voyager (again, baffling). The main impressions DS9 made on me as a kid were the sad, sad scene where Cor sacrifices himself, and the scene of Ezri and Julian's pillow talk. (I wonder why on Earth a shirtless Alexander Siddig made an impression on an eleven or twelve-year-old girl who had just discovered boys weren't always gross?
) In fact I always had the impression DS9 was "the weird one" and it is, but not in the way I thought before I watched it.
I actually watched DS9 because of Chuck. I can't have a silent room while studying so I need something to play in the background while I was studying while I went through grad school, and I found Chuck's reviews thanks to Linkara. I started by watching all his Enterprise and Voyager reviews because they were hilarious, but then I decided to see what was up with "the weird one" so I watched his DS9 reviews and to my surprise it actually looked good. What sealed the deal on me watching it was Jeffrey Combs - I knew the name because I am a huge Scarecrow fangirl and Combs was the best Scarecrow voice actor Jonathan Crane had over the course of Batman the Animated Series, and when I heard Chuck say the name I was like, "Wait I know that guy!" (I had a distinct mental image based on his Scarecrow voice and my reaction when I saw Weyoun was, "Oh my God, he's adorable!" since I'd been picturing a much taller, gruffer looking person.) So I looked to see if it was on Netflix and all of the Treks were! So I gave DS9 a binge watch. It was the "weird one" in that it was challenging and interesting, by far the riskiest of the Treks and in my opinion that paid off. I loved it. It completely captured my imagination and reignited by childhood Trekkiedom.
Despite many people complaining that it went against Gene's Vision(TM), you could tell that many of the showrunners were TOS fanboys, and in a way it felt like the modern Trek that was the most direct successor of TOS. It had gravitas and drama (I have not cried so much at a television show in my life) but also humor (I like most of the Ferengi episodes, sue me) and action (even if they had to reuse battle footage due to budget ...). Even when it was bad, it wasn't so bad, and when it was good it was great.
I had a very hard time of ... everything, in grad school. Emotionally, mentally, financially, even physically. And either because of that or on top of that I also started struggling with depression again (I've been depressed off and on since I was a small child) and one way that manifested was I was deeply disappointing in absolutely everything geeky and I hated that aspect of myself, and wanted to literally tear it out of myself. Then halfway through my second rewatch of DS9, I was on my way home from a late night in the lab, thinking about the novels I wanted to read and the fanfic I wanted to write based on DS9, and I suddenly realized I was happy being a geek again and I literally started to cry because it had been so long since I'd been happy with that part of myself. Speaking of that fanfic, writing it has been incredibly therapeutic and helped me work through some of the issues I've had for years. If I ever meet anyone involved in the show I will definitely embarrass myself tripping over myself to thank them for making this wonderful thing that was a buoy I clung to when I was lost at sea (that's melodramatic af but I don't care).
And Chuck I don't know if you read these threads but if you do, thank you so, so much for your videos that helped me discover this show (and several other works that I love) when I needed it most.